lonely

as long as I am up, I will say this:



I feel lonely.
I am lonely.
Since 18, I am lonely, not in my hometown, and still, I get to survive every single one of the moments spent..with me


So, since I can do almost anything, and nobody's gonna get in my way..I consider now the best time to say, what I really want.

Can I, please, just know now, how many of my friends truly appreciate me?
I don't wanna be, again, in the situation to cut open some relationships and end some for good.

I'm gonna make it hard so I can make it as I need it to be. I need to know.


As I sit here, planning to make a big change, I feel sad..and sad for all the people who disappointed me...but for me, in the first place!




au revoir